A New Birth

After the first few weeks of DDIP, something happened on the inside.  I started finding a balance I'd never had before.  I'm fairly certain, looking back, that it was from the physical exhaustion that my mind was able to catch back up. 

See, the physical torture that my body was going through with the driving to work every day, a suffering marriage, and a suffering mental state started having a toll on my weight and my happiness.  I was losing that balance I had in my life previously to starting to work in New Jersey.

I considered DDIP a new birth for me.  I was meeting great people, I was working out like I'd never worked out before, and I thought I had found an answer to a lot of my troubles.  I was sore a lot, but I was sleeping like a baby at night.  I was truly finding who I was again.

I learned that DDIP wasn't really the answer I had been looking for.  DDIP was simply the catalyst of my motivation.  The motivation came truly from within.  It was always there.  When Shannon talked about it to me, I knew that's what I wanted to do.

The motivation was there all along.  Everybody has their motivation.  It's the job of the individual to find it.